so bored

Well this the firt's time I write a blog and I also dont know enlgish that much
but i need to practice if I want it or not ^^
I came to canada... to a place that nobody knows in here... becouse my parents wanted...
I feel so trapt ...
but I just feel pity for myself and it's nothing good to do at this time.
What it's good in those times maybe it's that I can chat with friends on msn
download lots of things on the internet and this way know lots of new things
wich if it was on busy times I wouldn't be able to do...
The bad thing about it, is when people ask you
What do you do in your life?
That's a tough thing to answer becouse if say that I"m doing nothing would place me as a lazy fucking person wich I"m ,but nobody want to admit it for real
but I have no other chance that say that im doing nothing
but then I quickly say im looking for a job tho!!!
well I hope to find something soon...
well I know nobody gonna read this crap but I need to do something you know...